Solo flight performed scipt
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solo flight self review
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NAFA
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the messages xu sent right after break up and other sweet ones)
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Hello im in year 3 nafa, target's a year 1 mandarin drama
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Im kicking into der stop posting habit
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It is not funny.SERIOUSLY
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I've got no life.Clearly
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That really sucks
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Richson Lim
Script - Solo flight
1: *wakes up, shocked to see audiences*
I’m Sammy, I’m 8 years old this year. Welcome to my house! Take a look at my toys. This is my bed, by big big wardrobe *reacts* Oh, Mummy is rushing me to brush my teeth and quickly go have breakfast. She’s probably waiting for me. Fast fast fast! *runs downstairs*
2: Mum: Sammy boy why were you taking so long? Your pa is going to work already. Here’s your lunch dear. Your working till late again today? Alright, do your best to be home early, your son will try his best to wait up for you. I love you *kiss*
Dad: You’re a good boy son. Daddy will do his best to come back early to play with you ok! Don’t sleep too early today, wait for me *kiss*
Boy: Bye daddy I’ll try! Pa is the best. I always tell mummy he is my hero, he buys food for us, mummy even says he buys this house! And when I have to see the doctor sometimes, he is always there with me.*munches* this is good mummy!
Mum: Its great you like it *takes plate* Ok then run along. *reacts* Go outside and play? Come on Sammy I have told you many times when you can I will let you go. No, don’t argue with me Sammy. Have you took your medicine? *silence* No just don’t think about it, the pain will go away soon. Run along
Boy: Mummy doesn’t allow me to go out and make friends..She doesn’t talk to me about the pains I have in my head, she says everyone has pains once in awhile. I don’t see her or daddy feeling pains though.. But its ok, I don’t care about it much. Oh well, I shall play by myself then! Lets see, what shall I be today…A magician! Oh no that’s yesterday..* thinks* Yes a story teller! Today, I will tell everyone the story of little red riding hood.
Once upon a time there lived a little girl named little red riding hood *takes scarf* Hello! Im RRH.*makes ringing sound* What’s that? A call? No worries mum ill get it.
One the other end of the line, it was her granny
Granny: My dear girl, granny is sick. Would you come visit me in the middle of the woods? And remember, don’t talk to..Hello..Hello??
RRH: Visit you? Ok! In the woods? Aha.. Hey a cockroach! *chases it. goes back to the phone* Hello? Hmm. Granny hung up. Ok then! I better get going *grabs imaginary basket and skips into the woods*
But on her way there, RRD did not notice that there was a wolf nearby
Wolf: My gosh! *gasp* those 3 little pigs were not giving me a good time. Not only am I out of breath, the last pig tried to cook me! Worst thing is I AM STILL HUNGRY! *sulk. Notices RRH* A little girl..Alone.. NICE! Hello hello beautiful. Where you heading to? Granny’s place? Where is it? Over there? *licks lips fantasizing* Oh yes. Hello its nice to meet you RRH. My name? Oh. My name is, the big..GOOD WOLF *winks* PING! *runs far*
RRH: Who knew there were so many friendly strangers in these woods! *walks* Here I am! *knocks* Hi granny its me! Oooo Granny..You look so different. What big eyes you have. What a big nose you have. What.. Eww your breath stinks granny
Wolf : The better to see you girl. The better to smell you. The better to. What? I don’t have bad breath. I don’t have bad breath. ARRRRRR!!!!!
And all of a sudden, RRH realized that the figure on the bed wasn’t her granny but the big bad. I mean good PING! Wolf.
RRH: *freeze-unfreeze* Ahhh! But good thing I learnt taekwondo when I was young. Hai hai hai! And then, she killed it with an axe! Where's my axe?
A: Here you go!
Boy: Hello friend! What are you doing with my axe
A: Can i play with you?
Boy: of course you can! Hey, where have you gone to. Friend?
Sammy: Morning mummy! Yes I feel ok, why do you keep asking. Actually.. My head feels a bit..*stares* nothing Mummy..*eats* Mmm..Mummy, why can't i go outside when other people can?
Mum: Good morning my dear. You feeling ok? Soon boy. Oh.. Nothing really. Why can't you.. Soon boy. One day, you’ll go to land where there are many other people who wants to meet you, play with you, be your friend… When? oh..Sammy..you’re done with your food I see. Let mummy take this for you. Ok go ahead and play..
3: Mummy doesn’t allow me to step outside. And she doesn’t explain why..*looks out* Wow.. If only I could be out there. With all the trees. They look so.. Peaceful. And there are so many people playing outside. They always have other people to play with them, make them laugh. I don't see why I can't have friends. I mean, they can. And I'm just like them. Aren't I? Oh well. Since i don't have anybody to play with i shall play with myself again then. What am i going to be today. I’m going to be..Yes! I’m going to be Indiana Jones! Ello maties! I’m Indiana Jones and today, we’re going to find buried treasure. In my adventures, I walk through forests, mountains, deserts. We’re going to have to search the great edges of the world. Through the woods *action* up the cold cold mountains, and down *action* through the hot and thirsty deserts. Hey look, there’s a cave over there. *crawls* Yes, there it is. The crystal skull.. I’ve never seen anything like this before. Let me touch thee..Yes…. Uh oh *looks around walls falling* The roof seems to be crrruummmblInggg!!!
*Person x, from darkness, only can see hand coming out from the dark*
B: Friend, grab my hand!
Boy: are you really my friend? * smiles, Hand disappears. Jumps to grab hand. Blackout*
4: Mum: Its running low, you have to go there and get more medicine, its the only thing keeping Sammy at bay. Oh Morning Sammy *stares at dad acting normal* Nothing, just about some. Work stuff. Goodbye dear, try to come home early today ya
Boy: But I don't feel so hungry..Ok mummy.. And the plane flies up and down, its going a little too fast. Hey, daddy forgot to close the door..Mummy..? *mum’s busy doesn’t react. Mesmerized by what’s outside. Rushes off*
Mum: *Back facing boy* You must take your medicine k boy. So you wont always feel sleepy..*turns while saying. Notices disappearance* Sam? *searches house* Sam?? Nooo! *runs out to chase him
5: *puppet is introduced. Soundscape of people playing in the park, cars. Puppet notices surroundings*
Boy(puppet): Wow…This place is so big… Its exactly how I thought it would be like. The air here, its so warm. And the trees.. Wow. People are waving at me!Hi!!!
A: Come play with us
Boy: Really? Can I?
B:Of course you can!
Boy:Ok! Hi I'm sammy
A: Hi Sammy Im Jacob!
B: Hi Im Mary!
C: Im David! We're playing catching, now you're it!
*children plays catching laughing aloud in the soundscape*
Boy: Hi mummy! Look look, this is David, and Mary.. *cough* And this is is.. is Jacob.They are my friends. Can i play with them for just 5 more minutes mummy, please?
Mum: But Sammy.. You.. Alright Sammy, 5 minutes
*Play skipping rope, play ball - Soundscape and Mendelson plays in the background*
Mum: You had fun Sammy? *nods head* Oh, Mummy is not crying. Come, lets go home. Alright Sammy, take your medicine. Have some rest ok.. Mummy loves you so so much
Sammy: Thank you mummy. Did you remember how my friends look like mummy, we were so happy. I caught all 3 of them. And I.. I.. *yawn* I feel tired mummy.. I feel..
6: *doctor comes in to see puppet* Doctor: Its seems your sons condition is worst due to the exposure to viral atmosphere .. Now the cancer has spread to his respiratory system, I’m afraid he does not have long left.. I’m sorry to bring you the bad news ,Fred it does not look good. *strokes puppet* I will give you a few more minutes
7 : *Notices the area. Sees a hand and walks towards it* Where am I? Have I been here before? Mummy, daddy, I think the lights aren’t working again *dim*
8: Dad: Daddy and mummy loves you a lot Sammy *silence, remembering*.. Remember on your 5th birthday, You asked for a pizza instead of a cake for dinner. You specifically asked to put 3 candles on the pizza. And when mummy asked you why, you told her that your birthday was not a day in celebration for you, but a day to celebrate your parents for giving birth to you. You said if your birthday was not a day to thank the people who gave life to you, then it would be meaningless. You are the happiest thing that’s happened to us. What would life be without you
9: *hand reaches out from the dark*
Boy: Hi daddy! Yes my birthday. Where are you daddy? Without me. Am I dead? Does being dead feel like this?
A: Do you want to be my friend? Come with me
Boy: Hi! Are you really my friend? Why must I go with you. But mummy and daddy aren’t here
C: Yes, Mummy and Daddy know that you're with us Sammy.
B: Its all going to be ok
*walk, blackout*
10 : Mum: Sorry boy we should have told you.. Mummy was just trying to protect you. I'm sorry Mummy couldn't give you a normal life, the life where you could be with all the children out there. You just wanted to be like the others. You told mummy before, if you could, you would want to become a pilot. Because you said that the pilots on tv get to go around the world, and meet everybody. You wanted to bring mummy and daddy to meet all the new friends you would make from everywhere.. Mummy misses you Sammy, so much. So so much.. You'll be in Mummy's heart forever. I love you
11 : *Sx; 3 heartbeats* Boy: Hi Mummy. Don’t be upset mummy, why are you crying? I’m ok mummy! This place feel nice. I’m happy here mummy!
A: Come over Sammy
Sam: But why must I go over. How come?
C: Its ok don’t worry
Sam: Ok friend! I’m going off already mummy, daddy. I’m in a very nice place, don’t worry! I love you mummy daddy.Bye!
A: Hello Sammy
B: Hello Sammy
C: Hello Sammy
Sam: Hello friend
*reaches out hand. Almost touches hand on the last beat. Fade out. SX. Mendelson comes in*
1:02 AM
Solo Flight Self Assessment
Solo Flight 4 - Lonely Sammy (19th and 20th october 2011)
Richson Lim
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Synopsis
Lonely Sammy is a story about a boy named Sammy, who never had any friends before, and how he eventually manages to find one. The first 2 short acts shows introduces the home of him, his mother and his father, and how Sammy never fails to ask his mother when would be the time she would allow him to go out and play with the other children. Slowly, we find out that Sammy has cancer, in which its' terminal stage would be activated when he is exposed to viral atmosphere. This is shown in the scene where Sammy actually wanders out of the house in curiousity when the door is being left open. There, he played with some children but was soon caught by his mother. Going back home was when we see his condition actually getting worst, and how he eventually passes on with him walking towards figure only with her hands shown, who wants to be his friend.
Pupose of performance and objectives
The story started out as a manifestation of random thoughts and themes, such as innocence, hope and also family. From there, I did mindmaps and brainstorming on the possibilities of a story revolving about a boy who wants to find friends, and how it would be impossible for him to.
Once i had the story down, upon re-writing and redrafting, I have worked around the lines on capturing the truthful emotions and thoughts of individal characters, and my main goal was to show the people how each character felt about the whole situation. For example, a mother with a son having cancer would not be sad and crying everyday, but actually after some time would choose to see it as a clock moving backwards, and how she would want to give her best and be happy for her son while he's still around. My second goal was to give people the sense of irony of the entire situation, on how the only way Sammy would live his fulfilling happiness was to actually meet friends, however upon achieving that, he would not be able to live. Thus it would let the audience ponder and bring up a debate on which choice would be best, for him to live longer or to go out and make friends. And lastly, I also wanted to induce emotions in the audience, with the use of themes like family and innocence. On how hard it was for the mother to let his son finally be happy for once in his life, knowing that he wouldn't have long after giving him that chance. Also, I have a scene that is just focused on Sammy's happiness and joy when given the chance to meet other people.
Problems and solutions during rehearsal process
During the 2 month rehearsal period, many challenges came up cause mainly being me not ever have any experience with writing a solo show before, furthermore having me to direct it to a certain extent and also designing designing my own lights and my own sound.
Firstly, because my play is very realistic, I cannot afford to make caricature character choices. Thus, I have to put more work into individual characters, adding in many small tiny nuances. A small change in walking posture might not seem much. However, if combined with many different other factors like how far one step is being taken and internal rhythms and pacing of each characters and just having different thoughts and gesture anchors, it can make a whole lot of difference to a single character and how it is being portrayed. This is one of the biggest learning points throughout my entire solo flight journey.
There was another issue I faced too. Due to the 4th wall being put up in my play, everything I do on stage alienates the audience. That may have me fall into a hole where I am doing my own thing on stage leaving the audiences unengaged. Thus, I have to constant pump myself up to bring out a very high energy on stage, which was very effective in drawing the audiences in after recieving very good feedback from my peers from the first night. The biggest issue was to raise the energy during the emotional bit, where I tend to get too engrossed with the emotional depth of the character, I lose my voice resonance. Thus, being intimate with the audiences was one of the hardest things for me. However, I felt that i pulled it off on the first night, having feedback from many of my peers that they cried and felt sad for Sammy, a lot more than the second night.
What I would have changed
If i were to submit this performance as a professional show,I feel script wise, I could have done more research on how families with terminally ill patients cope in their everyday lives, perhaps through interviewing. This would have given me more 3 dimensional characters for the mother and father. I would too put more intensity in the moment where the doctor breaks the new to the parents when Sammy was about to die.
However that being said, with this being a learning experience and not a professional show, I feel that I have learnt a lot, and am happy with the results, with feedback from my peers, teachers and friends.
Expectations met, and further improvements that could be made
I would have definitely done more with the script as mentioned above, giving more intensity to certain moments, and also adding more fun moments too, to show the audiences more of the innocence of a young boy.
On the technical side, because of the short time give, specific lights couldn't be rigged to certain areas where I wanted. Thus, I had to make some changes to my blockings to cover that, affecting the play a bit. However, I am very proud of my sound design as it is an essential element in the peice. The same peice of music Mendelsson appears twice in the play, one when the boy finally made friends, and the other when he died. This successfully made a connection in the heads of the audiences on how him dying was not a totally sad thing, which I feel is what touched them the most. Thus, I find that it worked up to m expectations.
And finally acting wise, I feel that I could have more training in the Sammy puppet I was handling. Due to the lack of training, the puppet did not feel like it was as alive as I wanted it to be, and if not for the same blue shirt I was wearing, the audiences would not have been able to tell that it was suppose to be Sammy. Also, the energy of the second night was very inconsistent. Therefore, it did not shine as well as the first night. I feel that perhaps if more work was put into each character as mentioned, the performance would have had a bigger impact.
After all that being said, I thought I did very well for this solo flight given the feedback from others. No doubt it is nowere near a professional show, I feel that working about the negative feedback give and keeping the things I had positive feedback for, I feel this peice has a lot of potential.
Looking at it as a student project and a learning experience, I feel that I've learnt and grown a lot from it, and because I might never have another chance to write and perform my own solo show ever again, I really appreciate and have enjoyed the entire process.
1:02 AM
Hello again, was just listening to ''you cant't stop the beat'', tied in with the feelings from the NAFA president's talk to the year 3s of this year, the feeling of graduation just came back. Solo flight next week on 19th 20th october, then its 2012 and then we're graduated, and then we'd be dead soon later. So sad! So being inspired, i decided i shall put everything we did as far as i can remember online
Body and movement:
Year 1
Albert richard (can't stop the beat) tian ping - we sang ill be there by jackson 5 for year 1 orientation! then the next batch (currently year 2s sang it the next year.FATE) and then i broke up with xuxu because i got caught a little too close with yunning on the beach, which she was in turn too study focus and forgot about me once she came back from china -_-
Year 2
Flamenco rosa baromeo - she did chingay too where jeslyn yang and i had a little failed romance
elaina - european historical dance
ballet - grace leong
year 3 so far (sem 1 )
Albert tian ping
Shows:
lower depths - matt grey
scenes from arthur miller
away
scenes from shakespeare - sue tordoff
Aaron and stanley has been my pals so far. Aaron mostly, almost like gayish bestfriend.. KINDA THINGY (Haky..LOL)
Classmates sill:
Aaron
bryan fox
bryan djuhar
fervyn
biwa
stanley seah feng yuan
me
vanessa
yvonne
kendra
RaKIIINAH
haky
valerie
ella zhang xue wei
domonique
sieow ping
samantha
Left:
Vanny (who was with zac)
Fabrizio
Alvin
Leon
Jing Yi GO CHWECK FACEBOOK SEE HOW THEY ARE DOING TODAYYY!
7:15 AM
i have typed a few smses into words last night.Important in my life, by mostly the only love i had before, year long relationship Xuxu
In fact when I just received your text im touched…and good night 25/11/2009 0035
谢谢你陪我 ：） 你真好。。。 23/12/2009 2241
Merry chrismas :) don’t be so angry about your phone,ok? Smile first before you sleep.
你真总让我笑， 这次你要听我的：） 去年的chrismas你都不在我身边，今年的呢， 我就当你在我身边好了 (: Nights :-* 25/12/1009 0005
我刚躺在窗上。。。名天要１１点去D10 。。。我会好好上班的：） 谢谢总在我身边陪我。。。你算是我新加坡一回－－ 的人了。。。就酸我门先在不是难女朋友了，可我还是回感觉到你的心跳，因为你住在我新里。。。Merry Christmas (: forever and always... 25/12/2009 0255
K.Thank you ^_^ I ll go school on Monday,, promise (: 17/01/2010 0003
昨晚给我大电话了么？我先在在打针。。。有时间了给我大电话。。。 21/01/2010 0935 +8615538176617
我喝醉了＾＿＾ 所以我现在说的都没关系啊！我就是想叫你一下my dear... 还记得上次我们喝醉的时候。。。你抱这我。。。别担心了，我已经找到可以再抱着人了 ：）我回照顾好自己的... 27/01/2010 0255
Yes,Sir!! I ll miss u ^_^ 02/02/2010 0837
－在弄了。我好困啊！！你就快睡觉，提我多睡会吧！想听你说 I love u, dear . Nights 05/02/2010 0110
Now, I can’t walk straight already. Haha!! Thank u for tonight ^_^ 08/02/2010 2302
Sorry dear. I just found out I off my phone. Caue the battery s going to finish. I found my wallet in the rubbish bin outside the house. HaHa! 谢谢你陪我。。。我不理你。永远不会。。。一个月后见＾＿＾ 09/02/2010 0823
Dear… 我没事了， 哭乖乖的在家啊。。。02/03/2010 1131 +8615538176617
我现在好难受好难受好难受。。。。。。你完全不关心 20/03/2010 2257
Im very evil now. Cause I want ur love but I dontwanna give u my love. Or I don’t dare to give you my love anymore…nights. 30/03/2010 0047
I love you and all of you mean a lot to me. Take care ! mum 04/04/2010 2244
Can u call daddy. Kelly is quite sick so need u bring her see doctor asap. Stomach getting bigger and she cannot lay down properly as her stomach is getting too big mum 05/04/2010 1423
Happy birthday!sorry about just now…really sorry. I can feel what u r feeling now. Don’t be so upset ok? Monday I go find u! 11/04/2010 0028
HI RICHSON.ILL BE SENSING YOU DAILY REMINDERS FOR YOU TO FUCKING STOP PLAYING PKER.Dont you have any decency to at lease not gamle.PIG. I know you will probably ignore this text, but as your boring annoying friend, ill still try my utmost best to save you from the dark!! Hang in here okay richson. Im coming to save you!! Love you alright. And I saw my parents making out AND MY MUM MOANING. I tell you. Its damn scary and fucking traumatizing 18/04/2010 1014 Abigail
U r the best player in my heart! Nights (: 13/06/2010 2345
Dear. U r so sweet (: cant wait to message you tml morning! 刚刚躺下。今天你好可爱啊！我爱你宝贝＾＿＾ 亲一口！ Nights :) 20/06/2010 0122
Kelly sees u cry, she will be upset also. So give her more smiling face,its difficult. But u cant do anything now, just try to make her feel happy and relaxed. I m still here(: nights 07/07/2010 0146
Sorry for being like this recently. Today I feel very sick.I hope u can be here for me.and expect you will be very worried. But u never sent me any message to ask about my fever. U r the only one I thought of, when I was not feeling well. Cause I feel I need you 03/08/2010 2323(: just bath finished. U will find a correct person to love forever.i will emember you love.plz rememeber my love as well 10/09/2010 0113
I think he fucking doesn’t care man. Give ONE miss call. 10/07/2010 2328 Abigail
Hey thanks a lot man.we really thrashed things out.cant do without you!!!!!!!Lurve youx179384902819812-87342785742387-.Treat you to neoprint and dinner!!! Star wars is bullshit. Good night puss <3 11/09/2010 0035 Abigail
都是你 喝酒 我晚点了 －－了－班 重新买的机票 06/11/2010 0558
Thank u:) 16/11/2010 2356
Richson!!! Tank u for been a goof fen of mind.. 17/09/2010 0122 Melissa Lok
Happy new year. Thank you for being here. 想起来你还是带带着爱的吧 。谢谢在我身边，虽然没能走到最后。但是还是写写原来的那写后－。谢谢你让我明白爱和恨，－出是不该后悔的。希望你能想前走，最后找到真爱。现在的我，－－会怀－，然后难过一下，因为回－是没好的。谢谢你－－爱过我 01/01/2011 2242
Yay u call me dear n love hahahahahahahha oops im high. Flying high haha lik a g6. U lousy poke don’t come for chingay don’t wan work hard aiyo lousy lei dear haha XD kk tell u tmr cuz I need to faster complete my as*hole hw :( sleep tight n dream of me! Nights :) dream appropriate dreams pls haha Jeslyn Yang 15/01/2011
Info, Xuxu and i were together from 2nd feb 2009 to 2nd dec 2010.Find her and still slept with each other till around July(read messages to find out not very sure too)
Kelly with with me since about 11 years old to last year 18 years old, passed away on 19/12/2010. I golden retriever, my best friend in the world suffered from water retention. Didnt want to put her down when the stage was critical. We sent her home and she lived for about 2-3 months before she passed away in our garden- 27 waringin walk- peacefully, when the family were in USA oblivious to the situation. I pray that her consiousness has been converted hopefully to a higher being, and perhaps knowing and watching me type this now. I love you Kelly
(:
10:37 AM
Hi Richson, you know when you read this it would be different from the rest of the sec school blogs nor pri school because you're in NAFA, diploma in english drama theatre now. 19 YEARS OLD. In which the night before you've typed out all xuxu's old messages into microsof word because your N86 couldnt be charged again. Yes, you're still an idiot at 19. Its been almost 2 years since you broke up with her and over a year since you've met or slept with her. Why cant get over? Idiot. Tomorrow tian ping chinese dance (sword) class so better sleep early ya. TYPE FASTER!
Reason i want to even type this is because i've realised that great significant moments in your life need to be treasured and book dictionaries can be thrown so why not online, noone cares about this blog here and i can read it once again no matter how old am i. Reading the previous post, i was a big fat douche at 16 now i know why a lot of peopledidn't like me
Anyway he thing i want to highlight is, now at this point of my life im solo flight-ing, little Sammy. A great peice in which i really have faith in, to hopefully touch the audience and make them cry. Also, in MD1 i have made pretty good friends with Tan Huan and Ziyi(lao da jie) in which we went lunch 3 days ago (Sat) and earlier on with ziyi rong rong md2 bruce snoey and snoey 16 year old boyfriend.wtf. Yes you had a good time, epecially after teling the xuxu story of how much her mum loves you and you guys went to drink and karaoke and how hanging out with china people again gave you that family feeling. Yes it was fun. Eating in geylang taking pictures, sure hope can hang out together a lot more since im graduating in less than a year. FUCK.
i love china people.Hopefully one day when you read this again, you'd be married to this china girl of your dreams and both living together in Hollywood with you as a feature film star.. The ultimate dream
As of now current situation, its mid september. HIGHLIGHTS: got together with this dancer Jeslyn broke up with her because i want to ight for xuxu back but she fucked another guy, Ahem inessa but couldnt go up after awhile,jacquiline also cannot go up, so as samantha ed2 but couldnt neither so blamed her (really need to see a doctor) made out with a few, ok a bit of girls in clubs. club more, have more fun, but still deep down inside i want to find that true beautiful i can really love. target is this girl from md1 named huang something something, dancer, BEAUTIFUL, good girl. Lets go, all the best Richson, lets hope the next update will be the success!
10:18 AM
We'll see how long ill keep posting,since im into der habit of slacking now
No la,NO TIME.Or more like,studying too much.Hey hey,i only speak der truth
Food fair saturday,popular on sunday,slack and church monday
Totally fergot and lost feeling since im too hyped up babout der present stuffs,i shall not get into it
Morning went to skool.Wuz late..Surprising..Yeah right.Doing some compre about birds whiole sitting on der floor with Karen Rosanna and Melissa.Baskaren talking and i stonning and writing about birds.Pfft
Chem then became more exciting.Woke Liya jie up.So nice la!Nah,actually just needed her nail clipper.And that we were listening to teacher she had to come up with a song.A SONG.Mrs.Leow bloody called somebody up to lead and guess who?I thought it wuz me too,but it wuz...*drum roll*....MR HEAL DER WORLD.From then all der michael jackson jokes came out.Amaths especially damn stupid.After disturbing like mad Joevan emoing,it wuz just der beginning.Cohen keep calling gay and first impression i thought wuz me,but guess what,he calling joevan.''oi richson dont reply,wanna make him turn!''/Fucked up in der ass.Ended up,brandon turned.What a suuubag.Next thing you know yiwei and i keep laughing brandon thought we were talking about him,he shout fuck you.In front of mrs.lin.Then dermore we laiugh der more he scold.Come onew la,what makes you think we wanna talk about you? -_-
So der Joevan spree continued,having him emo all day.I mean,Cohen of course,im backbone,so its not called bullying..?I hope not.Pfft
After that went to tuition while it rain.Good thing i wuz in my niagra falls shirt,lots of comments about it.Ipaid money to learn 5 questions.But helpful la.My emaths is shit,didnt get an a,below brandon's standard so i guess it helped.
Went to dental with Zihan after i wuz done.She assholing with me now on msn about her testimonial shit.Anyways,her teeth must be sucky fuck to have her inside fer so long.I wuz making up great stuffs on my own and fantasising about my new decks.Arghrgrhhhhh..
She finally finished and we went onto 10 to tamp to meet maya.Maya took 31 so she say they might be on der same bus wtf.Always having der wrong bus number.Went to kfc and had my fishy zinger.IT SUCKED.Never listen to that asshole,''zinger fish damn nice''.Wtf.
Then met my aunt helped her out with mtuc,at der same time got der old skool album,freakin rocks
DotaED like crap,but at lease i got everything in my mp3.ReplayZ coming over tom0orrow,so yes everythin will turn out awesome eventually.Time fer everyone to get a life,and thats where i come in!
Chow chow,and have a great evening
I think of one thing much much more than you twitty,its der BLACK GHOST!
8:08 AM
Before i get to der nick i gotta get my frustration over about that GROUP.Some underground shit whichi wuz apparently banned from cez' i have a shit com.Thats so stupid since i have parents who say wanna buy ps3 and ended up not buying.Pfft
So anyways.saturday went to eat bonta blah blah.one thing i didnt type on der previous post.Gonna chiong guitar hero at kamal's place after o's.Apparently that 30 year old bitch plays like every morning from 3 to 7 so i dont really think i've got any chance,but what der hell,o levels first.Like all excuses,i've got der best one.Haha!
Yesterday skipped church fer dota.Damn fun to play tinker for some reason.then missle here and there like a noob.Night before 7 kills cannot tahan.But then lord switched off der internet and it took me a half hour just to deal with der connection settings.It wuz right after i decided to go fer tuesday mass.My my what can i say,im doing my best to keep away from sin.So nice am i?
Shortly after i went to Nelsons place.So boring,a long holiday being ruined by chem.After that went ta shaw with Jin Xia(i think thats her name -_-) to shaw in der hopes of checking out masters deck.Der one at home have not been opened for actioning reasons >.<
Der shop wuz closed but it wuznt a waste cez' Jin Xia went ta get Khalil fong's album.Honkees,pfft.Nice songs though.XUXU,DONT EMO,YOUR SONGS ARE GOOD.If she even reads this which in der hopes alot of people dont.LOL
Went skating with Russel after that.Some small girl smiled at me how sweet.I sound like a pedofile now.But if im on that means my parents are cheekopeks which my hots and great character can not be from there
So skating wuz fun,all der stupid tricks started to come out.And more secrets,too juicy to handle.Furthermore im glad i didnt go to der bbq on sat cez' it wuz boring
So went swimming at night with balLZ and SECOND reserve(note that i bolded der word 'SECOND') Htoo wuz so into der swimming brandon and i just talked all der way.We played who thread water longer,who balance one der rope longer and too who can go deeper.Much better than swimming of course.Got china babes somemore.I mean,that wuz what brandon said,dunno wtfs wrong with him -_-
Now to der title,cez' something serious happened.While i wuz swimming i freakin could feel der water pulling my leg,and it pulled my leg band.Der beads Lilian gave me,WHAT DER FUUUUCK.If im not usingnlp i'd say FUCK THAT,but i happen to be a very positive person so,it just basically gives me a reason to get a new one.And yes it did turn out better today.Before i get to today,yesterday still wuznt over.
So we left at around 7 to kfc.I wuz der richest so had to lend Brandon $3.Assholes keep steraling my fucking chicken.But that wuznt all bad cez',I saw somebody.It wuz after brilliante that Masnita my supposed ''girlfriend'',while wating fer dear xue e,asked me if i had any real friends in my heart.And i said yes,i had one.Since ru5,and been through so much.Apparently that someone went away,and me out from her fucking life.And usually she'd be der man tralking on msn,but she wuz gone.Ever since we didnt talk.Best friends forever and all,for nothing.And i saw her while eating my chicken.Brought her and we talked.Yeah right,i didnt even know what to say,she wuz also like wtf herself.So..I saw my bestfriend,paradoxically it wuz very upsetting.And at night on msn there wuz der guilt thing and hears flying and.I somehow still feel that there's such a giant gap between us that cant be bridged.Gosh feeling so..Gay..Right now..Pfft
Well,wuznt too bad.Htoo had to chow to airport today,so went to watch made of honour with Zihan and aliya.What a great show.So sweet,talking about a guy and his bestfriend..WTF i know.But anyways,wuz really nice.3 of us did scottish jokes right afte der movie.So we bused down to tm right after that to eat.We ate fer over 2hrs cez' der girls had to do their councillor thing.Wuz fun stonning i guess,with aliya giving dumb faces every few mins.And finally we left.I saw both their ezlink cards today,which just makes you wanna think,did we all really look like that in pri skool?So embarrassing
Then we went to get beads fer Aliya and i.Ended up buying one gigantic set from kiddy palace.Really gay,but i guess that wuz der point.Super awesome,cant wait to start being a..Sissy -_-
Aliya got canoeing tomorrow so gotta push it to wed.ah wells
Still,everything turned out well.Just recieved my iag1 message from joey,and cathleen too just sent me something.Ever so sweet
Cant stop smiling,you guys should too
Nights,LOOOVVEE (:
6:22 AM
Since didnt come ta skool till no have been having no life.I mean think about it,what routine is com,sleep,com,cards,com,dog,com,tv,com,stone.And one day has disappeared.From thursday till today,i feel so wasted.As if im drunk,and somehow still alive.I'd die of boredom,but im saved by tuition tomorrow.TUITION SAVED ME.Yeah its pretty hard to picture.Furthermore skating after that with Marcus.Finally some fun.Gonna fuck der 6 steps up,better watch out for me..If i succeed -_-
However it had been rewarding fer me as more time have been spent on my piano and drama?Piana finally can play der fucked up song after 3 months.Guildhall exam this thursday no skool again.Finally rememebered every damn word and emotion.What a work.Nevertheless,very satisfying and at der same time very..Embarrassing..To do it in front of der whole class
As for coaching wise,Joey haven't gave any updates so im gonna call her soon.Jubilate's(Ju-Bi-Lat-Eh) also next week.Mum's money so,just into spending more time with cathleen i guess,should be fun
Just ordered my decks too and informed Yuching,apparently i recieved a wrong number to her address and im seriously hoping they send der thing to der correct place>Gosh so scary,with 85 freakin dollars ill nail der postman fer screwing it up.Just talked to yuching this morning,so sweet,she asked me to join her to party
Im stuck here like der rest of 4/1 though.Sooooo,shall chiong o's!And after that internship!Cant wait
Such a nice time and a nice life.Not much of any with der boring stuffs i just wrote up there though.My life starts tomorrow!
Hope you all have fun and will keep that wide smile along too
Nights (:
8:39 AM
Parents say cant keep zhang chang's dog,GOSH.I dont see whats der fucking issue,kelly's breed,can have good mothering?I really cant see why they dont want it,still fighting fer my stand.If really buay sai im really screwed.Damnit.Feel like having neck disorder but der panadol did work
Still smiling
After skool went to doctor with Zihan.Before that went to look fer Karen to perform and in front of Zihan,fucking embarrassing.Wuz still a fun time.So then doctor gave me a bunch of special panadol.Did work miraculously.Then we took 7,then dropped,then walked,then 14.Quite stupid but der coin didnt roll tails.lol
Then took 12,then jumoed home.All of that wuznt suppose to happen though,cez' she wated to go homeat eunos but finally jumped in out of dunno what made her change her mind.Oh yes,we were in Eunos cez' keep joking with Maria.Zihan says she's sooo CUUTTTEEE.Yeah right.Xu xu also fed up cez' i called her old.I dont see what her issue is,but thats why i got Liya jie to help me out.Too sweet
Fuck cant keep der dog.Sheesh.Now what,so upsetting..Pfft
Oh wells,at lease i have no skool tomorrow.That means no bullshitting with Joevan.Which begins to make me realise recently got lots of joevan jokes.Mr.Lim ask f1 how to drive faster,Cohen say put Joevan face behind your head rest and you'd force yourself to go faster.Hah!Also earlier he asked Joevan yeewei and i to carry books,ended up he didnt carry any.Whole class wuz giggling since he didnt.Mr.Lim did ask for 3 strong men.unfortunately he picked 1 guy 1 gay and 1 girl.People make mistakes
Well,gotta tell zhang chang der truth,such a painful process.Aliya cant throw stuff properly so,its more painful i can understand
But still smiling,so all of you should too
Have a nice evening,and stay smiling.Night (:
7:54 AM